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In my latest group of paintings, I have come to a place in my work where I have decided to turn my focus inward. Great peace and meditation have always come to me when painting from life. Sitting and painting what you see is a noble effort and I have not abandoned the practice. However, in my latest four works the focus of the subject matter has shifted to the opposite extreme. I have begun to paint straight from my imagination. These works are large-scale narrative paintings, meaning that there is an implied story or stories. I believe this new direction has come from a desire to do both what I find most difficult and the desire to investigate placed meaning in my artwork. This process forces me not to be able to say I am merely painting from life and leaves me alone to deal with the interior landscape of myself.
When I began painting, the first artist I apprenticed myself
to was Paul Cézanne. Cézanne was a 19th century
artist focused on painting what he saw. Cézanne painted
still lives, landscapes and portraits from life. These were works
which constantly investigated the relationship to his visual
world. Giacometti, a twentieth century sculptor and painter,
who had similar attitudes to painting as Cézanne said
this concerning the artist, In today's technological world of moving images where television
acts as both babysitter and behavior modifier, it is hard to
escape the realm of the moving image. I grew up watching movies
and sitcoms and I cannot deny that fact. It is a language deeply
entwined in us shaping and cultivating our minds and imagination.
The average sitcom runs at a length of about twenty minutes without
commercials. The problem in creating a sitcom is to make a smart,
light, amusing show that leaves the viewer satisfied in their
armchair. By the end of the show the action must be neatly wrapped
up and resolved leaving no loose ends. If a show can't complete
this task in the time allotted the show is ended with a reassuring
to be continued. This leaves the viewer assured that the show
will conclude itself, if not this week then tune in next week.
This type of circular happy ending is what I have tried to avoid. My artwork has been described to me as feeling like a sitcom.
At first, this bothered me, because I had hoped to leave the
paintings anything but neatly wrapped up and concluded. A major
difference between video and painting is that painting is a static
image meaning that a painting is played out by means of the viewer's
own imagination. Not like a moving image which has motion to
tell a story. The only way to conclude a painting is to spell
out the entire meaning for the audience, working them through
the piece bit by bit. I have specifically designed these paintings
to be layered with multiple meanings to be investigated and uncovered
becoming the opposite of a sitcom's weightlessness. I do however
understand that the use of people in action, bright color, and
complicated composition are all effects used by the makers of
sitcoms. There is not enough time in twenty minutes for building
a character. The characterization has to be quick and effective
in order to hold the viewers attention. The average audience
does not linger at a painting for an extended period so to catch
the audience my paintings employ a similar use dramatic composition,
color and humor to draw the viewer into the deeper interpretation
of the piece. These paintings are the visual realization of my
own mental sitcoms, frozen at the climax of tension. In my painting titled "Mr. Rich" I have used dramatic
composition to create this tension. First, the objects on the
table break the picture plane, meaning that they don't sit behind
the surface of the painting, but assert themselves out of the
picture. Then I painted the arms of the center character as strong
diagonals juxtaposed against the vertical and horizontal geometry
of the room. Due to the abrupt angle of the cropped table the
viewer is not watching from a distance. I have attempted to place
the audience into the composition by creating a dialogue between
them and the characters. We are supposed to be at the table with
them adding to the dramatic effect. The middle character, or
Mr. Rich, is involved in a direct action with the character to
his right. His hand grabs the mans cheeks forcing his mouth open
in a dramatic gesture. The character to the left slumps with
eyes downcast focusing on the table. Mr. Rich is not looking
directly at us allowing us to be somewhat passive observers to
this scene, even though our position makes that difficult as
we are a part of the scene. The intended mood of this painting
is the uncomfortable tension that comes with some sort of unexpected
outburst. I would compare the painting to being the guest of
a family that is constantly fighting. To make matters worse this
family repeatedly defines you as the reason why they should not
be fighting, therefore compounding the already tense air around
you. The turkey is an over-obvious genital reference trying to
create a fake naiveté. In doing so I had hoped to somewhat
hide behind the outrageousness of the still life while hinting
at deeper gender issues which are complicated and complex. My depiction of figures has often, in some work more so than
others, been defined as caricature or cartoons. As I never intend
my people to become cartoons this statement was at first more
negative than positive. However I do accept they are sometimes
distorted which is a device that lends itself to caricature.
Otto Dix was a German painter painting through the first half
of the twentieth century, whose portraits I relate to. Dix's
portrait work, done usually from life, has also been described
as caricature. "As with many of Dix's early portraits, as
soon as just a few details are known about the lifestyle and
personality of the sitter, what at first sight may appear to
be caricature in fact turns out to be the most ruthlessly honest
character assessment, using selective distortion to highlight
the most crucial aspects of the individual."(Tate pg.123)
I would rather my work be thought of in this way. I hope to create
character assessments of my imagined people. I want to emphasize
certain traits in figures the way Dix does through color, gesture
and distortion. In my painting titled "You Aint", I
was using these devices to try and reveal personality in the
figures. The gentleman to the right of the figure in the small
yellow hat is oddly distorted. His limbs are slinky and elongated
and his hand is gigantic in comparison to his face. I really
wanted to emphasize the hand, which appears as a spider clutching
the can it clings to. I wanted the hand along with the face to
be menacing in the direction of the small figure. I hoped this
would immediately set up a tense emotion in the work. The figure
with the yellow hat is also in crisis offering the viewer lemonade
with one hand while covering and pulling his box of money away
with the other. I wanted to express through his facial features
an understanding of the shady character's intentions next to
him. At the same time, he is reaching out to the viewer with
his face implying his need for assistance. The viewer is then
meant to feel like the figure trapped in the window held helplessly
out of the situation. Caricature is employed to exaggerate the
tension. Otto Dix's painting "Family of the Painter Adalbert Trillhaase"
exploits the gesture of the family's faces to reveal their personalities
and intentions. The father is aloof and cross-eyed and the mother
appears to be in a state I would describe as a worried pensive
trance. Their son above them has a simpleton's look about him
with the feeling of an ulterior motive lurking in his smirk.
The only figure actually acknowledging our presence is the daughter
represented with only a portrait hanging on the rear wall. What
are we to think about her role in the family? In his portrait
Otto Dix was stabbing at the interior personal workings of this
family. Mr. Trillhasse was a man who upon inheriting a large
sum of money late in his life began painting in a clumsy broad
style that was fashionable of the German expressionists of the
time. His work was included in what would have been considered
radical art exhibitions at the time. Otto Dix's it seems may
have been poking a little fun at this man and his family whose
money made them instantly art friendly, perhaps feeling resentment
for the untrained artist's acceptance. (Tate pg.121) In Dix's
portraits he has readily available the ability to assess characters
acutely and accurately. Through the complex intuitive way he
depicted the subject matter, he created an implied mood of the
sub-conscious discovery of hidden truth. Beckmann's triptych oil painting "Departure" is
a sweeping narrative on the investigation of self. On the left
are bound, gagged and mutilated people surrounding an executioner
and a gigantic quintessential modern still life. The easy read
is of the historical context foretelling of the Nazi war machines
imposition on the artist, for example forcing them out of Germany.
I think the work delves deeper into what it means to be an artist.
Showing what is involved in the constant struggle of creating
art that is satisfying to the creator or up to a particular artist's
expectations and ambitions. On the right are two figures bound
vertically opposite next to a blindfolded uniformed figure holding
a fish. The upper three appear to be on a stage while below them
a modern looking man beats a base drum. This panel suggests the
upper half as the psychological life of the artist. He has become
blindfolded and marching to the beat of the drum holding his
fish, which I am labeling the artistic practice or brush of his
artistic career. He feels as though he is marching along to the
beat of a monotonous drum creating the tangled web of depiction
that he is stumbling across on stage. In the center painting,
there is a peaceful image placed on a tranquil blue sea. There
is a woman holding a baby as a warrior stands in front ready
to help a man with a crown pull into the boat a net of fish.
A viewer can look at the center of the entire composition and
make out half of a head I believe is Beckmann himself hiding
behind the mother and child. The interpretation that I have created
reads the center panel as the artist's blissful dream or heaven
where he knows and understands himself and those around him.
It is a work about his struggle to liberate himself from himself.
Many artists believe that any creative work attempted by a person
at some level becomes a self- portrait. I have become one of
the artists who agree with this. I don't like to admit it and
fight against it, but the battle is never one to be lost or won.
Even in portraits where the focus is to draw out the individual
it has been impossible for me to remove myself. No artist could
attempt to express another artist's exact intentions seamlessly.
In my opinion artist and their art are wrapped together inseparably.
They are uniquely and distinctly linked to each other becoming
as different as fresh snowflakes. In reflecting on the work "Departure" Beckmann had these few words to say, "It is a departure, yes, a departure from the deceptive surface appearances of life, to those things which are essential in themselves, which stands behind the appearances."(Beckett pg.45) Beckmann, for me, has become a kind of spiritual leader. When I look back on the paintings, I created at first as narrative departure points for multi-leveled interpretations separate from my reality, now I see nothing but myself appearing in the work. They are the embodiment of my hopes, dreams and nightmares and their meaning is not yet clear to me. I can say I appreciate theses paintings' light façade of sitcom humor for it offers me, a way out, an escape from the vast interior that has become the exterior subject. Posing in a sitcom world the paintings can hide behind their loudness. Shrouding the self, the work attempts to hint at meaning conjured out of this new constructed reality of my mind.
Bibliography Artinger, Kai. Art in Hand, Schiele. Konemann. Hong Kong,
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